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{February 25, 2014}   Taratibu…

I am going through a moment where I feel like I have just stepped on an explosive. Things are not working out well. There are screams left, right and center and I feel like I ended up at a Halloween party thinking it was a Christmas party. I want to scream!

Fact is, the world in which I seek to undo the mistakes that were made is different from the world in which the mistakes were made hence by being reflective, I am finding myself in a place removed from the current realities of life.

Things need to change and at times its getting so overwhelming I don’t even know where to start. I feel like standing still and watching from afar – but I cannot afford that laxity.

They say to whom much is given much is expected. Right. I am not afraid of going slowly, but of standing still. There is no progression in standing still and that is not an option for me.

I have to begin with little efforts that’ll add on to make a big difference later – this is my goal. I need to remind me of this daily.

I know that the extinction of all reality is a concept no resignation can encompass; all plans are eventually exposed for what they really are.

So as they say in Tanzania “Taratibu…” meaning take it easy…this is what I resort to do. Rome was not built in a day.



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